I used to have the world at my fingertips. Somehow...I let it all crash back down into oblivion.

I have never felt more vacant, and more alone than I do in this moment.

My phone rarely rings.
The mailman ignores me.
My inbox is empty.
My cat is asleep.

I feel like I'm on the verge of something massive here. Like I just want to explode.

I want to touch the sky, and taste the rain. I want to breathe in the heat of the sun.

I want to feel alive again.

This body of mine has been hollow for too long. I'm starting to forget how to feel. My mind is numb. My thoughts are scattered.

There is something out there for me. Something that's waiting for me. I can feel it. It makes my skin itch. It makes me anxious, and nervous, and excited.

[rewind] - [fast forward]