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Anxiety Over
2009-07-27, 8:58 p.m.

My back is feeling a lot better. It's actually to the point of just feeling like menstrual cramps now. It's in the same spot, which is seriously throwing me off.

I've been rather productive today though. Granted, my entire paycheck is already spent for the next two weeks, but that's actually okay. I got my DS out of layaway, bought a new lamp, paid off all of my eBay stuff, paid on my student loan, paid my regular bills, and even put back the $35 I borrowed from my insurance stash.

I've got $40 left in my pocket, and about $30 left in the bank. That should be more than enough to make it through the next couple of weeks. Well, that is if I can just get my dad to stop going to fast food places every damn day. *huff*

I took a nap this afternoon, and I know I shouldn't have because I'm wide awake now. I'm supposed to be going to bed in an hour. I can't see this working out like it's supposed to. So I guess I'm just going to sit here and convert L'Arc~en~Ciel videos for my Zune. Meh...

I don't really have any plans for tomorrow. I'm really just existing at the moment. Maybe I'll read...maybe I'll write some more in the fanfic. I wrote another section yesterday, and it made me feel pretty good. So perhaps that's the plan. Of course now that I've said it I probably won't do it.

It's bothering me that I really have more important things that I WANT to talk about at the moment, but I CAN'T because of my current mental state. Nothing would come out the way that I want it to. I'm learning patience. I'll eventually get there.



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