I haven't really felt like writing because I've just been really sad. I've got to try to break out of this though. So here goes nothing. If you're wondering, yes... I AM infusing myself with positive energy via the new LM.C layout. If anyone can snap me out of it, it's those two.

I forgot to mention the other day that I won one of the GazettE's Black Moral tote bags. I figured I'd post a picture of it. It's cool because it's really heavy duty. Not to mention Ruki designed it. It's from their 2006 DECOMPOSITION BEAUTY Tour:

It also comes with this nifty sticker that I'll never use. Whoo.

Hmmm. What else is there? Well, I got my Limited Type A Cassis single in the mail today. Yay for that.

Other than that, EVERYTHING else is bad news. Matt's dad is on his death bed. My back has been bothering me again. One of my bosses is trying to give me a heart attack from stress. It's 300FUCKINGDEGREES outside...

*collects self*

So yes. This is why I haven't felt like writing. I'm depressed as fuck. Throw in Jasmine You, and you've got the makings of a mental disaster. It's pretty bad when the only good things that are happening to you involve things you've ordered through the mail.

I guess I'm going to go lay on my heating pad for a while and channel surf. Maybe I'll actually fall asleep at a decent time tonight.

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