I've been fighting with myself over whether or not to order this magazine for a few days now. I really wanted to save the money, but I also knew that I would most definitely regret it if I let the opportunity slip by. So alas, I'm now the proud new owner of Hanako magazine #939, with Jin Akanishi on the cover. Yay me.

Blargh...waking up at 2am to get ready for work really does suck. I just went about things as though I were getting up normally, but I'm totally starting to drag now. I didn't sleep very well at all last night. I think I got about 5 hours if I was lucky. I'm going to try to at LEAST make it till 7pm before I crash. My boss wants me to work a full shift tomorrow, so I need to get caught up. Argh...WORK IS SO SUCKY! I want to get paid to be a stay at home fangirl! Why is that so much to ask for!!??

My dad is all depressed over what happened yesterday. My mom and I can't figure out if he's really okay or not. It was a pretty hard jolt since he bent the pole, but he swears he's just fine. He's really been moping around the house though. He can't take any kind of joke either, which is the polar opposite of his normal behavior. It's really starting to worry me. I don't know how we're ever going to get him to snap out of it.

Well, there's really not much to report on besides that. I'm off to go eat some food. I hope I can find something to do today that will keep me awake.

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