Haven't really wanted to post on here because things have gotten depressing again. I fucking hate writing depressing entries.
I'm nervous right now because the store that I work for has the potential to be closed down after the new year if things don't start to look up. I don't know what to think. I've been there for eight years. It's the only job I've ever had. So yes, very, very sad at the moment. Not to mention I've gone into Super-save mode. Christmas is really going to suck this year.
My mom has to go get a biopsy tomorrow because she has some type of cyst/boil thing on her left breast. The doctor doesn't know what it is. He wants to make sure that it's not cancerous or anything. Kinda nervous about that too.
Now that I think about it, maybe I'm more nervous/anxious than I am depressed. I mean, honestly, I don't feel like the world is going to crash down around me or anything. So perhaps I should note a few good things.
The insurance company is waving the $250 deductible that my parents were sure they were going to have to pay on the car. There's no explanation for it, and they aren't asking for one.
I've been seriously writing fanfics lately. I got on a pretty good groove these last couple of days, and I'm just about to finish up the one I was writing about Ueda Tatsuya. He's surprisingly easy to write about. Gotta love that.
I talked to my H.R. manager yesterday and she told me that I had worked enough hours this year to take 2 weeks worth of vacation. So I'll be turning my slips in tomorrow. I'm going to try to take the last week of this month, and the second week of October. (Not my birthday, but oh well.)
Hmm...I think that's about it. I just got done making Mandy a new layout for her page too. I hope she likes it. :)
Later guys.
