I'm getting incredibly nervous about going to see that other doctor in Ann Arbor on the 25th. I don't know what it is...I guess I'm just so afraid that they're going to find something else wrong with me...or want to run all kinds of tests or something.
I've had this disease for four years, and I'm still not getting better like they thought (and told me) that I would. Thinking about it brings me down really hard sometimes. Because of it, I'm not really ever going to be normal, because I get tired so easy. Not to mention that it's really tiresome to have to explain why I can't do certain things all the time.
Ah...! It's too early for my mind to be thinking of such things. I just need to take a deep breath and go get in the shower, and get ready for work. Things always work themselves out, right? That's what I always tell everyone. I guess I need to start taking my own advice.
