What a rough day. I almost had a nervous breakdown at work. I could literally FEEL my blood pressure rising. I kept getting yelled at for things that were beyond my control. The thing is though, they KNEW that it was beyond me...they just wanted to vent on me. It really started to make me quite sick. I looked down at my hand and it was actually shaking.

I'm sure not having any sleep the night before definitely contributed to it. I think I got 3 hours if I was lucky. I just couldn't come down from the excitement of my grandma having to be rushed to the hospital. It was just a sudden thing, and I hadn't been prepared for it.

She's home, by the way. She had a reaction to a urinary tract infection. All that shaking she was doing was because she had really intense chills. She's better now though. They gave her an antibiotic and she's in the living room watching TV. I still can't believe she hasn't slept. Her and my mom were cooped up in a little examining room for a good 17 hours!

Hmm...so when I got home from work today, it really took me a long time to get over what had happened to me at work. I just had to sit still for about 20 minutes and try not to think about anything. It was really, really hard. Then my dad told me that he'd take me to lunch, so I went with him. We even managed to go to the bookstore for a few minutes before my mom called to get picked up. By that time I was feeling a LOT better. Of course, it helped that my dad was letting blare KAT-TUN really loud and sing at the top of my lungs. It really pays to be a daddy's girl sometimes. ;) (I even caught him humming along to "Yorokobi no Uta!" It was so cute!)

So here I am. I just watched an old episode of "Ghost Hunters" with my dad while I ate. I ended up sleeping for 4 hours when we got home, so I'm not all that tired at the moment. I think I'm going to work on one of my new fics for a while. I worked on it last night when I couldn't sleep, so it seems like it might be a good idea.

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