I'm better now. Calmer. My mind is a bit clearer.
My mother and I went out for a few hours today, just the two of us. I vented to her, she vented to me. We made some sort of peace treaty that will probably last for about a week or so.
I guess I'm okay with that. I'm learning to stop bottling up my feelings. It's so hard because my exterior is so tough. I'm getting better at it though. I'm just hoping that I don't break anything in the process.
Hmmm...bought a frame for that poster. I hung it in a spot where the creases aren't as noticeable. I guess I'll live. I let out my frustrations on their poor little feedback ratings earlier. Made me feel better. It sucks that that's how things have to be. Some people are just really thick skulled though.
Right now I'm off to go read some more fanfics since I'm not sleepy. It's my last night to stay up late since tomorrow is my last vacation day. I only have 21 hours next week, but I just flat out refuse to dwell on it. I just keep telling myself to focus on positive things.
So, with that being said, I'm currently bidding on ALL THREE versions of the GazettE's single for Reila. They even come with the official postcards. Wowies. If I win, I win. If I don't, then oh well.
