It's been too quiet around here these last few days. Somehow something doesn't feel right. It's like I'm bracing for the next disaster or something, because I know it can't be that far off.

I've really not done anything noteworthy. I go to work, and then I come home and write. The weather has been absolutely horrible too, so it makes me want to cocoon myself in my room where it's warm.

Hmm...I get a few more hours at work next week. Not that that's anything to be super thrilled about. Sure, I need the money, but I really don't want the back pain that I know is going to come along with it. Oh well though. There's nothing that can be done. I'm the one that signed up for this crap to begin with.

Honestly though, I've been in a rather good mood. It's rare for me, so I've been trying to extend it as much as possible. I've been shrugging off the things that would normally bring me down. I've been eating on a normal schedule, and I've been eating healthy too. It makes such a huge difference within me. I know better, so why do I consistently falter? I got my stubbornness from my Grandfather, you know.

Today, my dad and I have to hook up a new cable box, and some adapters to all the TV's in the house. Our cable company is forcing everyone to do it because they're officially broadcasting everything in HD now. We're getting a few extra channels, but I'm still not getting my G4 back, and that still pisses me off to no end. *sigh* I'm not going to let it get to me though.

I found a download of Jin's song "BANDAGE" this morning. It's a radio rip, but it's actually really good quality. I've listened to it a few times already, and I honestly hadn't been expecting it to be as long as it is. It's about five and a half minutes. There's even a nifty guitar solo near the end.

Needless to say, I'm really happy with it, and I have this feeling that it's going to turn out to be some sort of lullaby for me. It's so mellow and relaxing. I'm really anxious to see the music video as well. I'm sure it's mostly movie clips, but it doesn't really matter. Oh, and then I was curious this morning so I looked it up, and the limited version with the DVD is already out of print. *wipes brow* Heh. Glad I ordered it that morning.

See? I told you I didn't really have anything interesting to tell you about. Between watching old horror movies with my dad, watching/downloading old Cartoon KAT-TUN episodes, and working on some fanfics...I've really had no life whatsoever. In fact, I've been so distant lately that my friend Amber (who lives in Pennsylvania--very far away from me) had to actually text me to make sure that I was still alive. Oops. I'll try to be better from now on. I think it's the weather though. It's making me go into hibernate mode prematurely.

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