I feel like my chest it going to explode. All it took was a few simple gestures, and some thoughtless words uttered nearly 9 hours ago. Why is it that some people can have such a damaging effect on your ego? I've been anxious and edgy ever since I got home. Nothing has helped. NOTHING. This pounding in my chest just won't go away.
So I'm going to try sleeping...because it's all I have left. She won't be there tomorrow. I can do this. I'm just exhausted, and she knows how to push my buttons. I can relax for real on Wednesday. I just have to make it till noon tomorrow. Then I'll be able to breath again, and all of my hard work won't seem like it was for nothing. I am above this. This is nothing. *exhales*
